Day 20

Uneventful day despite mass approaching. I don't think mass approaching at the mall during a weekday is very productive. I got good responses from a few girls, one number, but overall nothing to speak of.

Perhaps I should approaches later in the day.

Had a super fun night of making out, dancing with this Indian chick, but botched the pull.

Thoughts on dating goals

I've had my share of one night stands, making out with girls in bars and clubs. I had some cool same night pull from bars where I fuck the girl good. It was awesome. I pulled a girl in Vegas for sex. That was awesome too. I've fucked tall skinny blond with nice tits. I've fucked short cute blond girl. I've even fucked a stripper. How much more do I want? How much more do I need? Is it really a desire for experience or is it an issue of ego where I will only feel adequate as a man if I have all these crazy conquests.

No one can have every crazy type of sexual experiences the world has to offer. Even Chris the GLL never get to travel the world and fuck exotic foreign women. When you get to a certain degree, it becomes an obsession, a fetish.  My sexual hunger is not even that great. So what do I really want?

One thing I know right now is when I meet a really cool girl such as Monica, I was ready to settle down. A cool, attractive, intelligent girl that comes along, I am ok to wrap it up :)

Another part of this is getting good at this picking up women stuff. I've invested so much time in this I feel like I need to get good at this. This is a fair pursuit. Am I OK with trading this for meeting the right girl for me. Think hard about this. When you meet that right girl, it is not bailing out of them game. It is not quitting. Success is defined by giving it all I got given the confines of the circumstance. The circumstance is that I am getting older. As long as I practice my pick up deliberately, intelligently, continuously, that in itself is success.

So what now?

I will go out once a week to practice picking up women. The skill to relax, connect, lead, a girl is what I need. The notches on the belt is more for an ego boost. Whether I reach that goal or not, its not a big deal. So I basically have 4 1/2 month. That's about 18 weekends. During this time I will also approach girls during the day, and hopefully meet someone special.