Day 1-3

Day 1

I went to get my teeth whitened today. Hurts like hell right now.

I attempted to do the day 64 drill. It didn't go the way I wanted. It was harder than I thought. I don't want to jump to a conclusion, but I felt like whenever I do mass approaches, I become reaction seeking and outcome dependent. After a while I felt an inkling of neediness, anxiety when I am talking  to these girls. Somehow I am projecting this vibe of trying to get some task done. Maybe? I am not sure. A lot of girls although reacted well initially quickly gave me the BF brush off.  I only got into 8 conversations where I could ask for the number. I only got 2 numbers. Although both girls were super hot, one was a Bulgarian girl, and the other one this super hot Spanish PhD student, neither was really available.

What should I do next time??? mmm...

I think I'll try to have more fun. Play with the GLL routines - spin the girl, hold hands for a while, body guard, don't you think I am attractive also?? I am also gonna experiment in trying to get into a sexual state. When I talk to a girl, the purpose is to fuck her. I want to imagine what  it's like to fuck her when I am talking to her. I am trying to adopt the screening mindset. I think I need to combine it with sexual state or maybe it's the same thing. I can't totally embrace it yet.

Day 2

I went with my wing to the beach. He wanted to hang out with these RSD guys, whatever. I don't want to be a hater and tell him RSD is bullshit. There are actually RSD guys who are pretty good, but guess what, they are buffed, good looking approach machines who physically escalate relentlessly. I split off with these 3 other guys and did some warm up approaches. It was festival, fun to give girls hi-fives. I knew there was no point in traveling in a pack of 4 guys. After a while I went off to hit on the very few solo girl lying on the beach. The first girl was super cute, hot damn body in a red, white, and blue bikini lying on a USA flag beach towel. We talked a bit. I got her # and moved on.

The second girl I hit up was a layer traveling by herself for business.  Her hotel was like 100 yards away. I was such a pussy. I hated my self for being a pussy. I didn't open her direct, but at some point during the conversation I called her sexy, I squeezed her arm, I touched her thigh. All that, but I couldn't go for the kiss. In my mind, I was like, how do I move her, should I take her for a dip in the water, blah, blah. Man, I too way too long. I think even though she got turned on, she eventually got bored, got up, and told me she's been out in the sun too long and wanted to go back to the hotel. I was a pussy, I didn't know what to do, and got a useless number from her. Maybe she was DTF, the logistic were perfect, maybe not, but I never found out and I will always regret that.

Rest of the day was kind of silly and fun. My wing and some of the better RSD guys were trying to grab girls, lifting them up, trying to make out with them.

I need to ask Chris how he pulls the trigger to kiss girls during the day. At night, drinking, I can make out with girls no problem, but I have never done it during the day.

Day 3 

I hit the beach by myself again today.

Redhead - I hit up this red head tanning by herself. Ummm... I love her body. Tall, thick just at the right place, nice chest. A bit of old acne scar, but very cute face. She seemed to enjoy my company, we talked quiet a bit, but I just did not feel that animal attraction from her. I wanted to go in close and kiss her, but the vibe just wasn't there. I asked her to put sunscreen on my back which woke me a bit between my legs. I asked her if she wanted me to put sunscreen on her back, she said she's ok. I decided not to bring my phone to the beach coz my strategy was to take the girl into the water and try to make out there. So much for that. I gave her my number. I probably won't hear from her.

Russian girl - Cute Russian girl here to study English. She seemed nervous. Her posture was very uptight. Her English was pretty good, but it was challenging to be flirty with her. Btw she speaks Chinese lol. She doesn't have a US phone. I gave her my e-mail to find me in FB. Blah. Probably won't hear from her either. I got my picture taken with her to get some physical contact.

Japanese girl - I was more flirty with her. When a girl laughs a lot at the stupid things I said, I feel bolder with my escalation. I touched her more. I touched her tattoos on her back, but again, I didn't see how I could just go for the kiss right there. With her I got her to text me so I got her #.

I was hungry so I left the beach.....

K-pop white girl - Another white girl that speaks Chinese. How funny. This girl just spent a year in China, and is all into Korean pop music. Funny, shy girl. Super sweet. We chatted for a bit. She seemed too shy and sheltered, probably not DTF. WTF, no phone. I got her e-mail instead. I should have instant dated her. I told her we gonna grab dinner in Korea town tomorrow.

Strange day, but very pleasant. I really enjoyed all of my interaction with those 4 girls. I need to figure out how to go in for the kiss or maybe there's nothing to figure out. Maybe these are just friendly girls who enjoy a conversation with a stranger, but were not DTF.

These were pretty long interactions so I didn't get a massive number of approaches in. I know I wasn't really screening hard, but I do want to get comfortable chatting with girls.
  
“Success is stumbling from failure to failure with no loss of enthusiasm.”

― Winston Churchill