Day 9 (Approaches and Date)

Location: Supermarket and Target around where I live

I made 1 approach at Target then I saw this other dude that was also doing approaches. That kind of threw me off. I tracked him down approaching this hot cutie that I spotted earlier. F-ck. I got my self together and made 2 more approaches where both girls had BF. I felt good though. Then I went to the supermarket and got a number from a cute Dutch girl.

I went home, ate my dinner, showered and got ready for my date. I met this girl online. I was kind of annoyed that she changed the plan on me. Initially she was gonna meet me at a bar near my place, but something about her car broke down, blah, blah. Anyways I head out to a bar near her place.

She showed up looking even better than her picture. Tall, blond, slim, wearing a nice dress and heels. I have no idea why she's interested in me. Once in a while I do attract these super smart, successful, type A girls. My only true girlfriend was a super smart girl who went to #1/#2 university in America. Same with this blond. She double majored in hard sciences at one of the top engineering school in US. She's very well read, friendly, energetic. Really a superwoman. Think of Cameron Diaz in Something About Mary.

Anyways, we had a lot in common. We talked about books, art, career, family. Talking is fine, but I want to exert my masculinity and leadership. Slowly I felt myself losing the grip on that. I did make a move to make out with her briefly. I was happy with that. It's one of my sticking point. I was annoyed that she was the one to call the end of the date. I was too caught up. We have been talking for 3 hours already. I should have recognized that and MOVE. I drove her home and kissed her goodnight.

Today I texted her. She responded, but then I texted her somehting about a picture of her lying by the pool. No answer yet. Oh well. We'll see. Although she will make a super girlfriend, but she may not be right for me anyway. I don't need a super high achiever. Also my mission is to bang a few more girls before looking for the ONE.