I spent most of this Sunday lounging around. In the evening I have a date with a girl I met on Match a year ago. She called me out of nowhere. She's pretty cute so I figure I'll go meet up with her. Before my date I swung by the supermarket and Target, and made couple of approaches. Regarding the approaches, I think I still need to be mindful of my vocal projection. Maybe I should be more focused on dominance which would entail everything else.
Anyways, I had to drive pretty far to meet this 24 y/o. It kind of pissed me off since originally she was coming up to see me. I am going to make a long story short. This girl was very affectionate the minute she met me. She tickled me and gave me a big hug. During dinner she was touching me, and I had my hands all over her. I think she has some daddy issues. Even after I told her I am 17 years older than her, she was ok with it. I am not going to be too critical of people. Everyone has issues. The bigger problem was that she insisted on not having sex unless she really trust the guy and knows he is serious. This little girl really wants to get married. I tried to ignore her. After dinner we went for a walk, and I just started talking a bit dirty to her. I have no idea where this is going. If it's no too much trouble, I'll continue to see this girl.
This evening was more important in terms of my overall understanding of women and what I want. The blond on Friday was an intellectual equal, a friend. The girl tonight was more a little doll, who will serve me, suck me when I tell her. With a friend, I feel like I can go farther in life. We can enrich each other. Will I need my ego stroked? Maybe. This certainly will be missing in an intellectual counterpart. I do know that I want a more sophisticated girl, and this 24 y/o is not. She's way too pragmatic. A life of fantasy and wishful think can get you in trouble, but I still strive for some margin of creativity and living on the edge. I will let the story continue and evolve.
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